blackndarkart

Guarded you won’t know The world’s only a prison And your freedom’s Such a rare luck You will never think with a free mind Unless you’re not casted out The politics and religions Keeping you inside Maybe good that you won’t know It wouldn’t set you free This consciousness feels just like Flying above the flames You’re only thinking more And more, and more How you’re against this world So many places you’d be killed On our wild planet Earth Glad that you're still alive You couldn’t ask for more Your freedom is to live your life In accordance with your soul No guarantee that you will get What hasn’t been given to you The prison’s guarded carefully By the criminals outside

Foolish little girl Will you never learn You're wasting your words Were they ever even heard? Silence fills the air You're no longer there And look, no one cares Crawl back in your lonely lair Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Put back up your wall Pretend to stand tall You gave it your all Now by your lonesome you fall Tears that cloud your eyes As you realize Not said but surmised: Never be you, just be nice Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Shut up and smile

You leave an empty place in this world You belong in here We will live eternally And we will surely meet Couldn't say my farewell words 'Cause we're together still A place we call infinity Is where our dreams turn real Through the meadows of love we'll run, we'll run As you wished, kissing and rolling down the hill And I'm sorry for being too weak to die, die, die But for our love there's no death We're together, together Eternally You don't leave an empty place in my heart You'll be staying here A house is built and the garden is big For you to feel like home Couldn't give you much in this life But they say love is enough It built us place called infinity Where our love can turn into blooms Through the meadows of love we'll run, we'll run As you wished, kissing and rolling down the hill And I'm sorry for being too weak to die, die, die But for our love there's no death We're together, together Eternally No, you won't lose me never, never I'm sorry for being too weak to die But

I have struggled through it all Each time I rose just to fall All the lies, the cries All the tries, that died Always left to wonder why I'm the one who cannot fly I've been through it all And yes, I am mad as Hell For what I've done to myself All the pain, the hate All the rage, too late All the bruises, cuts and scars Come take my cry to the stars Yes, I'm mad as Hell I don't think you'll ever know I won't tell and I won't show All the tears, the fears All the sneers, too clear All the things that I have faced All the dreams fruitlessly chased I don't think you know

I've seen you in the mirror Yet I don't know who you are But every time you're clearer It feels like I share your mar I still see your reflection As if you're right here with me Face draped in introspection Pray tell, is it me you see? The scars on my thighs, was that you? What else did you do? The snake in my eyes, was that you? What else did you do? The tears I have cried, was that you? What the fuck d'you do?! And all this time, your image Keeps staring right back at me My head is empty, pillaged Was I ever even real? I view you inside the glass Dismantling me piece by piece Are you looking to surpass Take my place, my life to seize? The passion for fear, was that you? What else did you do? The notion of drear, was that you? What else did you do? The death that draws near, was that you? What the fuck d'you do?! I must rid myself of you You've brought me nothing but pain I'll emerge as something new Stronger now, without your chain "I'll remain right here For

My heart wasn't broken It's smashed to pieces Due to words spoken My life, it ceases My heart wasn't broken But ripped from my chest Once it was opened Reached in, took the rest Goodbye heart My dear art I'll tear you apart Never to restart My soul was not crushed It was simply killed Devastation rushed Its fire unfulfilled My soul was not crushed But massacred whole Now it won't combust A ghost soporose Goodbye soul Lost control You I would extol But your light they stole My mind was not singed But it burned ablaze No silvery fringe On my clouds these days My mind was not singed It was just ended And now quite unhinged I'm so expended Goodbye mind My friend blind I know I wasn't kind While you weren't confined Goodbye then, one and all Now it is time I fall

I am not your little girl No pretty dresses and curls Anymore I am not that little child Who knew of nothing but smiles Evermore The years that have passed Left marks on the past And stained this clear glass Behind the storm blasts Now within a monster dwells Despite such attempts to quell This deluge Now inside there lives a fiend Whose sins cannot be redeemed No refuge The years on this path Have filled it with wrath Seeking a bloodbath Scorn all aftermath But maybe somewhere still That small girl holds the quill...

In the woods one misty night I stepped on a cord so tight Pulled it and revealed a door Did not look back anymore Then I was in a great hall The kind to host a masked ball Did not see or hear no one Yet their fun has just begun All of this, so fine and grand Though I cannot understand Something clearly for me planned This place feels like a ghost town I feel something loom deep down The countdown to my breakdown But what is this now, a dress? As if I was the noblesse Do they want me to perform What's this then, my uniform? Guess I am left with no choice So I will emerge with poise I think I have one more shot Hidden under all this rot My whole life, merely a play Script they forced me to obey But with every word my way Hear you cheer me on to drown But it comes before sundown The countdown to my breakdown Surely I will play my part By now know the lines by heart See me standing on the stage Ready to unleash my rage They will not believe they saw Something so dark

Tears glitter in her eyelashes As she remembers all the gashes The beatings of her body and soul Losing the things that made her whole Oh, the tragedy Such a pageantry Come see the broken With insides frozen Come see the cracked ones All of their hope gone Oh yes, tragedy Vivid tapestry The pain's embrace around her heart As she doesn't know where to start To unravel this misery Her thoughts clouded in mystery Oh, the tragedy... What if there's no way out What is this all about She starts to have a doubt... Just like a veil before her eyes Cannot be lifted, her disguise Making sure no one ever sees The anguish that lies underneath